Tuesday, March 17, 2009

What was today like for Kili Ongoy?

Today was a day that I got to relax.
Today I achieved something that makes me proud.
Today was about new beginnings and happy endings.
Today has all the details of a new life.
Today had big potential.
Today was great.
Today was full of regret.. That I didn't do my best in high school.
Today made me realize that things happen for a reason.
Today had that state of mind that said "so what.. MOVE ON."
Today meant that there was a new tomorrow.
Today could have been much more but the amount it was, was just right.
Today I was alive in all aspects of life.

I started off today with a great day at school. I was happy. I loved the place of mind that I was in. And most of all, today put a smile on my face.

College has been stressful and I have been freaking about it for the past few months. Stressing over something so simple. Today was the day I made my decision to go to college at University of Nevada Reno. I didn't get into UCSB for a reason. Maybe STD's aren't my thing! Definitely not my thing. I am in the pool for housing and that is a great feelings.

Today I realized that there is always tomorrow. If I mess up today, I have tomorrow to start anew and even fix what I have done to mess up today. Today I had one of those days that I reflected on the past few months. All the things that I have done that I wish I could have done better. LIKE high school. There is a major part of me that would've wished I would have done better. But thins happen for a reason.

I mentioned that today is a day that has all the details of a new life. I can now think about the future without freaking out about what I am going to do. I am going to go to UNR and I am going to make the best out of it. Today had great potential.. that will lead into something better. Today was one of those days that laid out everything for my life that will be in the upcoming year.

There may be things in my future that will upset me and piss me off but today was not one of those days. Today was full of laughter and smiles. It was one of those days that really nothing could have made my day upset. It started with a perfect day, full of my friends that were all smiling. A smile goes a million miles.

Today there was a point that I just relaxed. I felt so alive that all I wanted to do was take a moment and pause. Pause and see what my life was like from the outside. AMAZING! There is always moving on and forgetting about the past, today was a day that I finally achieved that logic. I realized that today was a perfect day for me. I felt relaxed because I am not afraid of college anymore.


"It doesn't matter where we take this road.."

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